Love...

Our souls could be all of this and much more.

But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts?

That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us?

What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love?

What are all this?

What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

Since my laz wrote..

Wawawawa.. Lamanya xConteng2 my blog.. Miss my blog so muchh.. Bukan malas,tp xMasa.. Lgpun lau pakai broadband ne phm2 la line dia kan..

Huhuhu.. Cam byk dlm my mind maw tulis, but now xTaw pula pa maw tulis.. Nvrmind la, juz conteng2 bout my life now..

Now i'm become a student again.. Cuma naik 1 anak tangga jak la.. Degree student.. Ceng! mcm bangga arh.. :p I'm happy and i'm enjoy, but penat skitt la kuz 2 many things 2 do, 2 many problems 2 solve, 2 many words 2 remember, 2 many tests 2 face & 2 many presentation 2 do.. Huhuhuhu.. Tp besala student kan.. Apa juga maw expert, mmg e2 la keja student..

My bezgurl ~ Pukee & Ainie d Shah Alam now.. Miss them so much.. Rabby oso @ Shah Alam, but mcm lost cntct la suda.. Aine still wit us here, but not close like b4.. Dun ask y kuz only us knows y.. But life must go on kan..

Now kami ada geng nama *GBI*.. Geng Bus Is'skul.. Hahahaha.. Mcm apa jak.. c Yuq Yuqi Korea @ Khairiah Korea is our new member.. Happy knowing her kuz dia pun gila2 jg cam kami.. Ada keta tukang kasi tumpang kami plg blk cls, cian c Yuq.. 1st time jumpa dia, cam pelik ne, tp lama2 lg la pelik.. Hahahha.. Tdk bha, men2 jak.. Syok la member ma dia kuz 1 pala ne.. Kiutt cam sy ma Enone jg.. Heheehe.. :)

As a degree student, sy xTggl cluster suda.. Enough la 3 years jadi penghuni cluster.. It's time 4 me 2 become an independent women.. Ceng! :p Sy menyewa ma Enone & Nymar, as usual.. Mesti maw pilih yg suda besa & suda kenal hati budi, so xSusa maw manage.. Kami stay d tmpt Chan Ho Nam (c Boy ckap) :D Enta napa, smua org ckp tmpt kami dangerous.. Pdhl ok jak pun.. Alaa, asal kt xKcau org, org pn xKan kcau kt.. Huhu..

Hmm.. Pa lagi maw conteng2 ne arh?? Owh yaa.. I MISS my Dip's frenz so much.. Hope can meet them during our konvo.. Tp sidang kami different ne, bikin panas owh.. Ada ka kami terpisah sama yg nama bhgian atas2.. Huhuhu.. Tp nsb stil sama ma bezgurl & Dalee.. Owh Dalee..!! I MISS her so much.. Damn! lamanya xJumpa dia..

Urm, I think tha's all 4 now.. Nnt sy conteng2 lg.. Mcm ngantuk uda ne.. Maw bgn sahur lg karang.. :D

K la, c-ya c-u.. When I c u.. Muacchhxx..!! :)

Us @ MPG 2009

Us@our table.. Sinchan x in e pix kuz jd cameraman
Thanx dude..!

Enone ~ Nymar ~ May2

Aini, May2, Enone, Melbz, Aine, Rabby

Sempat lagi posing d cermin Big Apple Donut

Waiting for e bus.. Cair make-up.. Hehe..

Malam Pra Graduan UiTM Sabah 2009

Finally we were here @ Ballroom 1B for our MPG 2009..

Everyone is enjoy & everyone esp gurlz is beauty & pretty.. Hehe.. Yg guys no la kuz drg pakai baju seragam kn.. Hahaha.. Us ddk 1 table no 45 ~ May2,Enone,Aine,Melbz,Sinchan,Aini,Rabby & Nymar..
8 org jak,tp mkn mcm yg lbh 10 org 1 table.. Smua pirana.. Hahaha.. Smp jak mknn,trus hbs.. xAmpun mah.. :p

Den we ol take pix ramai2.. Tp yg bikin pns,camera dua2 pn susa mau urus.. Blur jak.. Den blum hbs mjlis suda low batt.. Damn..!! Tp xPa.. Ada camera fon sbgai pengganti.. Hehe.. Thanx my KS360.. Cheng..!!

Hmm.. Happy but oso sad kuz laz da 2gether2 ma smua.. Pasni xSuda mcm ne.. Hope d mn pn berada, smua owez rmmbr each other.. Hope dpt b'maafan sesama sendiri sblm b'pisah.. Dosa & dendam yg t'simpan selama 3 thn, hrp dpt dilupakan..

Hepy kuz dpt take pix ramai2.. Tp smua d camera Jay.. Jay..!! Mnt gambr.. Hehe.. Ooo gosh..!! I'm so sad.. Huhu.. Pasni b'pisah da.. Ikut haluan msg2, esp yg West akan kmbali ke tnahair msg2.. :(

"Frenz, no mttr how far we are.. No mttr wherever we go.. Hope u all will not 4get me.. If i've done something wrong & If i've said sumthing dat can hurt u secara sengaja @ tidak, Plz 4give me.. I'm not perfect, but I'm trying.. Hehe.. People yg sy selalu jahat, bukan niat ku menjahatimu.. Cuma sekadar gurauan antara kakak & adik.. Ceh..!! Hehe..
To my geng karas.. Enone,Aine,Aini,Melbz,Nymar,Rabby & Sinchan.. Thanx 4 being my bezfwen & hope pasni kt still keep in touch walau d mn berada.. Anything everything.. Halal kan k!!..
To my girl Memer,Abby,Tan2,Sarah,Rizz,Wawa,Gabby.. Love u all..
To my ex-rumate.. Kechik,Babe,Mimie,Nurul,Deena,Wen (Slalu d blk A1111),Nymar,Enone (Paitung.. Haha),E-cha,Ain & Mazuin.. Happynya 1 blk ma kamurang..
To all my coursemate.. Jgn ba lupa sy ar, Sy syg kamu smua.. :)
To Misz,Iera,Azie & Yana.. Nice knowing u all 1 geng.. Hehe..
& To others.. Frenz 4eva..
Muax.. Muax.. Muax..!!"

Dedicated to my Beloved Apiz..

Akhirnya Ku Menemukanmu
by Naff

Akhirnya kumenemukanmu
Saat hati ini mulai merapuh
Akhirnya kumenemukanmu
Saat raga ini ingin berlabuh
Kuberharap engkaulah
Jawaban segala risau hatiku
dan biarkan diriku
Mencintaimu hingga ujung usia

Jika nanti ku sanding dirimu
Miliki aku dengan segala kelemahanku
dan bila nanti engkau disampingku
Jangan pernah letih tuk mencintaiku

Luv u so much.. :)

Walaa..~~

Arrghh..!! Sktnya perut.. Huhuhu.. Mcm mau nngs jak.. But aftr taking my mdicine,i'm feel gud.. Hehe.. Msg Syg bgtaw skt pn,no respon.. Tau la lau uda Tdur.. c Syg 2,lau Tdur cam sleeping beauty jak.. xPnd bgn2 ne.. Ada bom pn xJg t'bgn.. Boring..~~ Hehe..
Hmm.. I miss him so much.. Huhu.. My darling yg paling ensem,tp enemy paling jahat.. Hehe.. Amcm 2 ar..
Owh ya,td my bro in law telah selamat menimang cahaya mata pertama.. Hehe.. Baby Girl.. Wahh!! Hepy nya dgr.. I like Baby so much.. n oso budak2.. But lau suda bsr,xSuka uda.. Hahaha.. Ble ka gi2.. :) Tp Baby Ayeep lum ada nama,sy suru bg nama sy,tp xKena mau,pdhl lawa ba nama sy.. Sudala lawa,unik lg.. Ceng! Perasan.. :p
Aii,boringnya.. Mau Tdur,xNgntk.. Mau study,mls..
Aha..! Td mumy kol,saja tny kbr.. Hehe.. Miss mumy so much.. n oso miss papa so much.. :)
Urm.. Apalagi mau cita ar?? Owh ya,ne hr mau g 1B jap sm drg Enone & Aini.. Ada mau beli.. Den mlm ada bbq 4 mantan 4Ps',organized by AJK 4Ps' yg bari.. Uiiseh,baiknya drg.. Hehe.. Tp Tguk la lau mau p,xKwn.. Aine pn blk Lbuan.. Huhu..
Diz Sturday ada mlm MPG.. d Ballroom 1B juga.. Yg len bt baju apa smua.. Kami,juz pakai baju lama.. Huhu.. Tp xPa,kami tatap paling lawa.. Hahaha.. ne kali mau ambl gmbr byk2 ne.. Laz uda kn.. Tp xBle gmbr dua2 ma llk,nnt Syg sy marah.. Hehe.. Syg Apiz..! :)

My Life as a Student..

Pejam cilik pejam cilik, almost 3 years suda sy jadi student d uiTm kk ne.. Byk kngan manis & pahit dirasai.. Cheng..!! Byk jenis kwn suda kujumpa.. Ada yg ok, ada yg k.o, ada yg gila2, ada yg maintain, ada yg talam 2 muka, ada yg unik, ada yg time xKwn baru muncul.. Huhuhu..
I'm gonna miss everything.. Kwn yg change every sem, kwn yg suda transfer ke tmpt msg2, kwn yg everytime ada when i need them, rumate yg b'tukar2, lecturer yg bez2, koordinator yg sporting & so on..
1st day in uiTm (27.07.06), my heart dup dap dup dap.. So many things comes on my mind.. Wut gonna happened next?, who's gonna b my fren?, am i gonna finish my study here? or juz like b4..? Only god knows..
Den, my fren Yieng yg bw sy p my rum kuz mumy xSggp naik kn, tlmpau tggi.. Rum A3504 - Will never 4get.. Bilik 2 org, oso wit my coursemate - Kechik.. Dia pn 2nd intake jg mcm sy, but dia smp dulu.. Org L.D, friendly & ok la.. Dia yg kasi tunjuk d mn mau ambl jdual, den bgtaw mn blok cls & mlm if ada function d gym, dia la yg sm2 sy (Will owez rmmbr her..)
First time p cls takut btl.. Pakai tudung lg2.. Hahaaha.. Drg Gudon & Ezra la 1st sy kenal kuz t'jmp drg ma c Boy kn time mau g cls.. Friendly & crazy.. Hehe.. Smp cls jak, ddk between Adhe & Intan Syafinaz.. Den knl Che', Kayrun, Dkey, Chi2, Bob & oso Gabbe.. Gabbe 1st time nmpk, tguk org cam mau mkn jak.. Hahaha.. Jan mrh Gabbe..
Den mlm2 stat kwd sprmits.. Sn br dpt knl mmbr2 lain.. Byk jg dr west, grup 1,2,3 smua ada west.. Time kwd pn enjoy.. Den kenal drg Vv, Tina, Bb, Yam, Dalee, Enone, Misz, Iera, Azie.. Hmm, byk kngan yg xBle dilupakan.. Pahit, manis, smua dirasai..
Mcmn kwn pn, xSmua ble d'percayai.. Pngalaman b'kwn byk mengajar erti khdpn.. Hehe.. Ayat mcm apa jak.. Sekali t'kena, smp bila2 xBle lupa.. Kwn senang, d mn2 pn ble jmp, tp kwn susa, dlm 10, maybe ada 2 org jak.. But no mttr wut hppn or will hppn nex, Trust No One.. Hahaha..
Time naik Part 2, coursemate pn b'kurangan da.. Yg DM, quit & so on.. But still in grup 1.. Hehe.. Llk cls kami sikit jak.. Drg Akim, Amir,Zahier,Sin Chan, Ijad, Jay, Fariz & enta sepa lg.. Prmpn2 as usual, sy, Babe, Vv, Che, Rabby, Gabbe & yg sm waktu dgnnya.. Hehe.. Our Mgt cls bt bbq party.. Pakai dpim pny ladang.. Bez btl.. Msk2, bkr2, brsh2.. :) Part ne 1 blk ma Babe, Mi2e & Nurul.. Smua kpala gila2, msg2 perangai.. Kdg2 gdh mcm apa, kdg2 close mcm sister2.. Miss u all.. Den kenal Dina, Mae & Sum yg slalu lepak blk.. Our jiran, Wai2 & Tuty.. Komander tp xNgam2 kuz gila mcm kami jg.. Haha.. Bt clubbing dlm blk pakai radio Anesse. Teda yg brani komplen kuz yg bt smua senior2.. :p
Part 3, byk da yg transfer.. Amir, Faiz, Fitri, Farhan, Syafiq, Akim, Nidzar & Ayeed.. Smua kmbali ke tanahair msg2.. Hehe.. Gonna miss u all.. But until now, we all still keep in touch.. Sem ne,stat 1 cls ma drg Gjul, ingatkn xBle msk kpala, rupa2nya ngam jg.. Hehe.. Budak pnd, idea m'curah2.. Same like Sham.. Hehe.. Time ne ada mndrn da.. Wa,ckp cina konon.. Mdm Imelda jd lcterur mkt.. Mdm yg ble msk 1 kpala.. Friendly & enjoy..
Part 4, smua makin rapat.. Lgpn tggl 2 grup lg kn.. Our motto is "Unite".. Nek bus, lau 1rang lmbt, smua lmbt.. Konon la, pdhl mmg smua pn lidut.. Hahaha.. Sem ne bt MAJAD, Sham jd ketua projek & me as usual, bendahari b'tauliah.. Hahaha.. Golden Black konon tema.. Geng drg Memer yg suggest.. My girls ~ Memer, Abby, Tan2, Sarah, Rizz.. Love u all.. Hehe..
Part 5 we all menjadi smakin tua & tua espcially sy.. Hahaha.. Enjoy our life become senior part 5.. Time ne kena knl la konon suda.. I'm one of the 4Ps' ajk.. Wahh! bangganya.. Bendahri b'tauliah.. As usual.. :p
Now part 6 already.. xLama lg grade.. Hope so.. Sem ne byk actvty.. Diskusi part1&6, Lawtan rmh ank yatim ppr, lwtn Gardenia smbl hanging out, seminar d Nexus, lunch d Novotel 1B & last MPG.. Den stat 20hb, final exam da.. Ppr sikit jak, tp dekat2.. Sedey2..
Hmm.. After final exam, smua akan bw haluan msg2.. Hope everyone still keep in touch.. I'm gonna miss my life as a student..!!